Dream in Japanese.

Mostly when you mattered most.

2012-02-19T15:10:00.002+08:00

Too caught up with feelings lately.
School hasn't been good either and I don't have anything to look forward to every morning.
`Cept probably wanting to know where life is leading me to, which apparently is no where, for now.

I need something exciting. I'm turning 18 soon dammit.
Urgh and fucking cramps...

Hell is a teenage girl.

to da back yard beach

2012-02-18T12:58:00.001+08:00

Two photos above are taken with Hadi's camera.

Have always wanted to do this to someone! >.<

This was about a week outdated but here it goes! Didn't really snap much though. Was in the mood to get all.............. sandy. I loathe the beach because the beach wind makes ma all cranky at the end HA HA HA.

Anyway I am so glad I get to spend time with people.

Really wish I could swim.

Ya ok.

Today...

2012-02-14T19:30:00.009+08:00

I am tired.

2012-02-11T00:22:00.000+08:00

Well you're wasting your time if you're trying to impress me. I waste all my time just thinking of you.

2012-02-06T22:25:00.001+08:00

This song, which is originally by Brand New, is lovely. Too lovely.
Shall add this to the playlist/ mixtape I'm making for someone in the future.

:-)

burfday

2012-02-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

February has been lovely so far! Spent most of my days with the people I love. Couldn't ask for anything better than that. Been having dinners and very occupied with work. Too busy to even bother be sad!

Had a birthday picnic last Saturday for Nidia's 18th birthday (she's only turning a year older tomorrow). Gotta do more of this in the future. Quality time playing taboo.

We were fiction, indeed.

2012-01-27T01:40:00.001+08:00

Sat in for Kyne's band's jam seshhh.
One of my recent assignment's on them! Most fun group work assignment I've had, honestly.
We even made badges with the band logo we've designed for them.

photobooth photos

2012-01-27T01:24:00.001+08:00

Here are random photos taken from ma photobooth!

2012-01-23T00:41:00.002+08:00

PANDAS!!!!!

It ends.

2012-01-21T23:05:00.002+08:00

Don't think it's safe for me to express my feelings to anyone anywhere anymore. I have bottled up all my thoughts and feelings for far too long and it hurts so much in the end. The only reason why I do this is because I don't ever want to trouble my friends who are going through a lot more than myself and I don't even think it'll even make any difference of letting things go.

And that is why I am so sick of everything.........................

Too much of everything isn't good. Being too positive about everything isn't good after all. Well, at least not for me. I have always been sincere in everything I do and say. Never have I did something just to get something back in return.

But like everyone else, I'd like to feel special and important too.

Sometimes I wish I'm the person someone has to make the effort of asking help about. Sometimes I wish I'm the person who makes them feel complete.

Sometimes I wish I'm the person someone is afraid of losing.

I just miss the feeling of being wanted.

You may say I'm a hypocrite of the way I feel. That I lie about what I feel, that I push myself away from the truth. But that's what make life SEEMS fine to me right now. Pretending everything's fine wasn't that bad just so no one would keep asking me questions.

Not until it's late, everyone's asleep and when I realize I'm actually all alone.

2012-01-20T20:50:00.000+08:00

2012-01-17T21:25:00.001+08:00

Printed out the early bird tickets that were bought online!! I wonder how the original tickets look like though.......

TOO FUCKING STOKED.

I really need this. My 2012 has been terrible so far for the past er 17 days.
Please please please I need something good to finally happen.

2012-01-13T11:46:00.000+08:00

Nobody stays in my life for the honest reasons. No one.
And that's a photo of noodles because noodles make me happy.

2012-01-10T17:32:00.002+08:00

OH HERE I GO AGAIN THINKING ABOUT YOU AND BEING ALL INSECURE.

Fuck.

2012-01-06T09:28:00.000+08:00

A friend of mine posted this and I'm greeing everything that's in this video to all extent. Life resolutions?

opportunist

2012-01-05T01:00:00.001+08:00

Everything has been so fucked up but I keep lying to myself everything's fine. I create this illusion that everything is. Now, I'm tired of running away from reality. Gonna quit being an optimist. I think it's mental of me to keep thinking the positive side of everything. It's been a whole year. It's unhealthy.

Time to be an opportunist this year.

And waddap with people not making new year resolutions anymore just because they know it won't be fulfilled? And, actually complaining everything's the same in the end.

I don't understand anyone anymore.

fick

2012-01-02T22:28:00.001+08:00

A nice day spent on the last day of holidays. Back to reality tomorrow. I'm so bummed.

Hey there 2012

2012-01-01T20:54:00.001+08:00

Spent my new year's eve with the people I love + their friends which I'm not that close with.
Had lunch and went bowling. PERFECT WHAT I REALLY NEEDED.
God, I need to bowl more.

I then had to rush to meet my other set of friends.
We sat by the river and sang to the songs that were played.
Played charades and it was actually really fun if you have disturbing ideas.

Sadly, it was one of the first times I brought my camera out and I wasn't used to snapping photos.
A lame excuse? but yes.
Didn't snap much photos at night. Didn't even wait till the fireworks were out.
Wanted to avoid the crowd back home and geez it's just fireworks.

I had so much fun. So blessed to have amazing sets of friends.
2011 was incredibly good. I had more amazing moments than sad ones that year.
Apparently, I'd like to keep the sad dramas to myself.

Sent out confessions to the lovely people I've met and got close to.
I actually teared after sending them all. A mixture of happiness and sadness? :\
And the confessions I received back touched my heart.

I fucking love you all, I really do. <3

2012 will be good. No expectations though!
With the announcements of ADTR and YMAS coming. Fuck yeah I am all ready.

Bring it.

2011-12-26T13:25:00.001+08:00

Was with Dan and Haziq yesterday. Had a great time video calling strangers. We'll always do that when we hang. haha and haziq got me a black hoodie from Paris! :D

Rushed home to change to some appropriate clothes and off to meet the secondary schoolmates to visit Cikgu Badariah. I hope her family's fine. <3

waddap waddap

2011-12-25T13:51:00.004+08:00

ho ho ho

crack

2011-12-22T23:49:00.000+08:00

Online shopping scares me all the time. But hey yaw, I'm pretty satisfied with the first pair of jeans I bought online. Go on laugh at me. I realize I have only have another week or so till school starts! Holy krappp that was really quick and I am trying my best making plans everyday as possible. I MIGHT.... want to sell off some clothes I have only worn only once. I still hope there are readers here )':

Anyway, I broke my uncle's camera lens. I don't even want to get into the deets. <////3
Went to the office or whatever it's called to get it fixed with Nabil, Alfian and their friend the other day. Only recently that I received an e-mail saying it'll cost $110 to get it fixed.

Can you hear my heart breaking?

museum trip

2011-12-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

2011-12-18T18:20:00.001+08:00

December has been cold, December has been lovely.
I am so glad I had talked and cleared my mind and feelings off.
2011 has been all about the people around me. Nothing much about me.
Probably why I haven't been blogging much? Well, I hope that makes sense......
OH AND OF CUZ THE ANNOUNCEMENT OF ADTR COMING IN MARCH OH YES FINALLY.

Had a flea with Raudhah, Steph and Farihin yesterday at Homeclub!
Crowd's terrible as hell. Never gna open a flea there anymore.
Anywayz, I got myself this pretty blue vans for $10! Score!
And also this asymmetrical cropped pullover, cardigan, flannel all for $8!
HAIS I MISS THE GOODNESS OF FLEAS.

Shall update about the museum trip with huda soon!

The world through their fucking eyes.

2011-12-18T16:48:00.001+08:00

Here's a poster I did for my Typography module, which I really enjoyed.

I did it based on the Singapore Art Museum and how it has given us the opportunity

to see through the paintings and to the lives of the artists.

Such a hectic week. Went all the way Sunshine Plaza two days in a row just to print the poster.

Printed it wrongly for the first time and thought I could have it on my bedroom wall but mom thinks it's really creepy. Oh dear Andy Warhol.

It's now the holidays!!!! Think I finally have time to update this space.
:)

it's finally over.....for now.

2011-12-17T22:20:00.001+08:00

2011-12-02T20:38:00.001+08:00

Had a haircut. Haven't been to the saloon for almost a year. The feeling was so terrible.
Have a fetish for shoulder length hair since forever. Explains my same boring hairstyle I've had for years!

December's been lovely. Lovely morning, lovely friends.
So many things to be done this weekend! Sitting for my religious class so-called huge exams too! >.<

Love life's dusty as hell. oh my god everyone's telling me to get a date.

Decemberism

2011-12-01T00:53:00.002+08:00

lol fuck, remaking the dip dyes are ACTUALLY REALLY HARD. I might've ruined some of the totes. Oh deer I should've just stick with drawings. )':

WHUDDUP DECEMBER.

November was such a painful month. 2011 was amazing before November and I really hope December will be good to make 2011 a year to remember (':

Lost a friend (no she didn't die) and it's okay.
I realize there are bigger problems and other friends who appreciates me.
I've also come to realize that once something bad happens, I know that I'm in for something better.

Gotta make the best of this <3

2011-11-26T23:21:00.002+08:00

OKAY HERE'S THE UPDATES FOR THE TOTES.

I only have navy blue and black dyes though. I don't fancy having lots of different colors.

Thus, the dull colors! But I did experiment on different designs! Here goes!

1.) My typical favorite design that I love doing!!

2.) I thought this would turn out like crap when I was doing it but I really love the ~~*electric~~*~ design at the bottom (also, I can have it to the whole tote if you wna).

3.) The dip dye!

Selling them at $8. If interested email me at justfloating@live.com! or ask me stuff.

What we need is what we need.

2011-11-26T15:58:00.001+08:00

Found this denim top while doing the spring cleaning. Found it in the 'TO DONATE' plastic bag and I was like *GASP*. lol but it isn't my size! Pretty sure it's for kids. Even my 12 year old brother can't wear it. And well, it's obvious the sleeves are a tad bit too short for me but oh.

Been wanting to upload the photos from the photo shoot but blogger's been nasty. I've uploaded em on facebook anyways!

ALSO, I am currently dying the totes. Doing them in small batches so I can show it to ya and tell me which you're interested in! Just experimenting around, so I don't really know much designs for tie dying!

Currently doing Typography in school (geez I always update on the modules I'm taking, don't I?).
SWEET CHEESUS my lecturer for this reminds me of Brendon Urie of Panic! at The Disco!

EXCLAMATION MARKS!!!!

2011-11-13T16:13:00.002+08:00

Had a ~photoshoot~ for my final assignment for photography. I've yet to show my lecturer what I've taken. I hope he approves it all `cuz apparently, he said this idea I picked is really..... risky. I feel real badass.

Will TRY to upload them all by this week!

The only thing that kept me going from sleeping all day.

2011-11-05T19:18:00.000+08:00

Shit just got real.

2011-11-05T15:52:00.000+08:00

Been having really rough nights and mornings. I was all wrong about November. It has been awful lately.
School's been bad. Nothing excites me anymore.

I hate it when I start caring too much.
Shit.

Last Sunday, I woke up crying in the morning over a dream that felt so real.
And in that dream, I dreamt of people, walking away and screaming.
Ever since that day, everything turns out horrible.
One by one, I start spacing out from people.

I just need some fresh air. I need to B r e a t h e

2011-10-31T22:29:00.001+08:00

Dressed up as twins with Nidia for Halloween.
It was SO annoying. Received a lot of puzzled faces.

n_n

2011-10-30T21:32:00.001+08:00

2011-10-26T00:03:00.001+08:00

School has started for me. The timetable's bullshit I must say. I am still not used to seeing a 6pm-9pm class. And especially not when it's the Halloween season right now!!!!!! ):

I have never really went for these Halloween events. ihsdjbsdjahgdjahsgxuyasbxad

Anyway, I am doing photography for this block. DO YOU KNOW HOW EXCITED I AM FOR THIS?!?!! I've only had school yesterday and I am already excited to start on the final assignment!! I have big ideas and I hope it'll work! Putting my whole passion into this.

2011-10-23T19:33:00.000+08:00

My first tie dye!
I luvvvv itttt . Shall do more tie dyes now!

2011-10-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

Headed to the charity shop for cheap thrillz with Nadiah and Huda.
I miss them so much! I miss how close we used to be ):
We gotta hang more often bitches.

2011-10-17T23:35:00.001+08:00

Gotta thank my bro for downloading Blessthefall, Mayday Parade and Blink 182 new albums. Finally updated my playlist. It was one of my lonely days which I decided to head out all by myself. It didn't turn out that bad. Went to Artfriend to get them dyes and also got this printed out for Nabil.

I hope he likes it and the quality stays.

And I got myself mashed potatoes at the end of the day.

What a fruitful lonely Monday. Another week more of holidays.
Can't wait for tomorrow though. HEHE.

2011-10-13T21:38:00.001+08:00

The camp was alright.
I realize my social skills suck TERRIBLY.
):

Rehearsal for the Dreamz tomorrow. I yem exciteddddddd.
I play the dustbin in my percussion btw, yep.

here's a bit of an update before I sleep ^_^

2011-10-11T00:53:00.002+08:00

I've about two more weeks of holidays. Wow, that was pretty fast. Unfortunately, I suck at getting a job. Therefore, I am jobless. I WAS gonna get the job with Haziq though but they already had a replacement. )': I feel terribly guilty for spending my $70 on All Time Low ticket although it was extremely worth it.

Going to ATL was also a really last minute decision. Been tempted to go weeks ago anyway because all my friends are going -.- I also got the best news ever on that day! I am beyond satisfied with my GPA results. Thought I was gonna do badly for certain modules but I did pretty well. :)

I decided to treat myself and party my night away with ATL. It rained that evening and we were all drenched. Such an amazing experience which made it all so memorable. I got somewhat emotional when Alex performed Remembering Sunday and Therapy. My friends were scattered all around (the crowd was insaneeee). I teared a bit when Therapy was on. I have never felt so lonely in a loud, crazy, sweaty crowd. I wished I could spend that moment with someone.

And that is why nothing can beat Mayday Parade night. Singing wrong lyrics with Alfian felt nice.
They had the best crowd too.

That night ended really late. WHY WAVEHOUSE DAMMIT WHY.
I didn't really get to snap any clear nice photos because I was moving too much.
I managed to record Remembering Sunday though........

But here's a video someone uploaded it on youtube which made life way easier...

Gigs were suppose to keep your mind off reality but that night, it made me realize everything in life. (':
2011 is blessed.

As much as I really love this year, I want 2012 to come too.
It is all about positivity baby.

I'll be going away for a camp later.
I hope it'll be fun, please let it be.

2011-10-11T00:10:00.000+08:00

Managed to bun my hair with a damn drumstick yo.

Maybe it's not my weekend but it's gonna be my year.

2011-10-07T02:36:00.000+08:00

I think it's safe to say that 2011 is my year.
Amazing Thursday, Amazing night.
I even found out my results for the semester.......
and I am extremely proud of myself.

I have been living 2011 simply and everything has been going smoothly from the start.
The only thing that's going out of hand is how I have spent my money on concert tickets like WOOSH.

But tonight was worth it. Thanks All Time Low.
I needed tonight.

Probably the only gig I've went and actually thought about LIFE, while dancing and moshing.
Geez, I know right?

Alex sang Remembering Sunday and Therapy so beautifully, I almost teared )':
How I wish I could spend that moment with someone........................

tet.

2011-10-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

I really miss bringing my camera out and get inspired by everything around me.
I miss doodling.
I miss having so much free time.

Fyi: I totally forgot what was my google mail for flickr and I can't sign in for nuts.

dammit.

2011-10-02T20:29:00.000+08:00

Designed this with illustrator and Danial got it printed out for his girlfriend.

Upgraded my penmanship. huhu.

2011-09-27T00:46:00.001+08:00

Got them pants at H&M but oh don't you hate it so much when you don't know which colour to pick when they're both REALLY pretty? Dammit.

And now I am living in regret tonight with this itchy feeling in my heart, wanting to go back there for an exchange. OH GOD SAVE ME.

I nak teh ais.

2011-09-26T23:18:00.000+08:00

2011-09-23T22:21:00.000+08:00

'I actually felt something that doesn't always happen, that hasn't happened in a very long time.'

2011-09-23T01:03:00.001+08:00

Photo by Shameera and I can clearly remember that at that point of time, we were hanging outside the indoor stadium. We could hear Paramore rehearsing. It was a good long day.

Those chucks are prolly the shoes I wear MOST of the time for the past two years.
Yah k.

mreow

2011-09-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

FINALLY MY HOLIDAYS ARE HERE. OH GOD, FINALLY.
The past week was insane.
'Congrats you have survived 1/6 of design school'

Bloody hell.

Bring me back.

2011-09-20T23:55:00.003+08:00

Geez why do these unnecessary thoughts come at a time like this?
I should be terribly stressed about my final assignment, which apparently the dateline got extended for another day. If not for that, I can already be enjoying tomorrow!!

Anyhoo, Happy birthday to these weird twins!

The feelings we'd sing about.

2011-09-17T12:02:00.000+08:00

He's not like other boys, he's got good ideas, his thoughts are real.
But now he's lost his head, his heart and soul, he cannot feel.

2011-09-16T01:58:00.000+08:00

I have been really gay about my feelings these days, it feels a tad bit weird to express it all.
I would blog more if my life's more interesting now but no, life's all about school now. My holidays aren't even here yet. Not till next wednesday (YAyYYYYYyyy).

I had a terrible fever earlier this week. Gosh do I hate feeling weak. Couldn't afford to get an MC to skip school, not because I don't have the cash but because I don't want to miss the lessons!
I sat and day dream a lot during this period. I realize I could learn a lot from it.
Yes, from just sitting and staring.

How I never notice the cracks around the lights on the ceiling.
How there's a thick uneven patch of cement.

At times in life, you have to stop and take a step back to look at everything around you.
There are the littlest things that you have never taken notice of and you're missing all of it.

lol......
I thought of this in the shower and a voice of Barney Stinson was on my mind saying 'This is SO going in my blog.'

2011-09-16T01:34:00.000+08:00

ANY FANS OF THE WANTED OUT THERE??
I got them tickets and CDs.
I honestly have never heard of them before and I don't want this to go to a waste!!
PLEASE EMAIL ME AT justfloating@live.com if you're interested!!

$elamat Hari Raya

2011-09-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

Went out raya with ze classmates yesterday. 80% were chinese. Yup.
The consequence of having only 4 malays in my class.
Here are the photos from the photobooth when they were at my house!
We were all really restless!

Pretty photos are all in nidia's dslr!

2011-09-11T18:08:00.000+08:00

September used to be a month full of memories, both the best and the worst.
My mind's probably already set to getting emotional at this time of the year, explains my krazi mood swings.

2011-09-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

Someone.

2011-09-07T07:17:00.002+08:00

It feels good to not feel lonely.
To have someone there who'll listen to all your rants and not get bored.
Someone who'll keep reminding how awesome and an amazing person you are.

Someone who doesn't make me feel scared to have such feelings.

Haters be hatin' on lazy blogger.

2011-08-31T20:54:00.002+08:00

Too lazy to upload the raya photos but HELLO SYAWAL.
Ramadhan past by really quick this year and I feel terrible because I didn't get to spend it wisely.

*le sigh*

Is my family the only family who doesn't cry on the first day of raya when we're seeking for forgiveness??
Is my family the only family who actually LAUGH and actually tease each other about our sorry speeches?

Gosh.

PARAMORE III

2011-08-31T19:09:00.001+08:00

(sorry if this post's making your internet slow! HEHE)

PARAMORE II

2011-08-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

I wasn't on Jeremy's side (which I want to so badly), therefore, I don't have much photos of him!
But there was one part, he came rrrrrrrright in front of us and did his thang. HE WAS SO CLOSE.
But the camera was lagging and I was............. snapping the fuck out of it but snapped nothing actually.

Such a magical and an amazing night.
It's been almost a week and I am still not over it. The videos are giving me the chills.

PARAMORE I

2011-08-24T12:50:00.000+08:00

I HAVE A LOT OF PHOTOS TAKEN ON 21ST AUGUST.

PHOTOS/GIFS. I'LL POST IT ALL (well, just my favorites) TO MAKE IT UP FOR NOT BLOGGING . HAHA.

It was mad insane how Me, Sue and Syaffy dedicated more than 12 hours at the Indoor stadium for Paramore. We started lining up at 10:30 AM. Such a great experience just sitting around and stoning.

I love how Syaffy would get extremely excited when she heard Paramore rehearsing when we were taking a break and chilling outside. n_n

So........... here's PART 1.......

Shah won the meet and greet! That lucky dude!! We wrote down our msgs for Paramore and I had nothing in mind but to thank them for coming back again HA HA.

Yes he is.

So much love for this band.............

2011-08-24T09:04:00.001+08:00

So glad I am friends with one of the biggest fans of Paramore because I really suck at getting information.
Stalked the band at the airport! WAHAHA FAN MOMENT.
It's sad that they didn't stop for a while but in all that chaos...............................
TAYLOR WAS WALKING BESIDE ME FOR LIKE 10 SECONDS AND SAID HI.
HIS ARM WAS ON MINE THE WHOLE TIME. :'D

My whole weekend was mainly about Paramore... and Taylor York. (':

2011-08-22T18:02:00.004+08:00

FINALLY THERE'S SOMETHING TO BLOG ABOUT...........................
HOLD ON YOU GUYS.

OH HEY, I HAVE MOVED OUT!

2011-08-14T05:57:00.002+08:00

I have forgotten that this is extremely a tiring process!!

I act like I'm an addict.

2011-08-10T01:57:00.000+08:00

I haven't been ~poetic~ even though I have so much feelings I feel these days.
Boxes are piling up everywhere in my house. I'm moving out this coming weekend.
I'm having mixed feelings about it. I am gonna miss going home and hanging out with the people here fo sho.
Hung out with Nabil, Adel and Huda yesterday. I miss them so muchiezzz.

It is 1:54 AM and I am suppose to do 1 more journal for my History of Graphic Design module.
Aw dang it. I've scared a lot of people with my crankiness this month. I am sorry ):

2011-08-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

2011-08-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

It has been about writing essays for me for the past week.
I've not written any essays for the past 8 months!
I've not been writing anything more than 10 sentences in a paragraph, for that matter.

Still waiting.

2011-08-01T12:53:00.001+08:00

Hello August! The month I've been waiting for, for MONTHS.
20 more days for Paramore! sidojfoisdhfiushdiuhfsidufgdsiufg urgh YES.

It's the fasting month, so, Happy fasting to all my Muslim friends! <3
Made a bet with Nid, whoever flicks their finger..... will have to treat bubble tea for buka.
We're so tiut.

There's a video we took with Andrew's macbook and I cannot stop watching it and it's only 12 seconds!
I am so blessed to have a friend who isn't in a relationship (lol) so I can talk to her anytiiiiiime.
n_n

My July ended pretty bad last night.
My first time making a first move and it was.......... a disaster ):

'What was your first impression of ___________?' KRIK KRIK

2011-07-30T20:47:00.001+08:00

WHAT A HECTIC WEEK. Class starts at 3 but I went to school at 11 AM till 9 PM for days just to complete my 1m sculpture for the final project.

I did a deer, how typical of me. I was trying to convey to everyone... TO STOP ANIMAL HUNTING.

I want this weekend to feel really long. I am not looking forward for the next modules starting on Monday. But I'm actually really looking forward for the fasting month and August!

2011-07-25T19:55:00.001+08:00

For the first time, I want to push people away.
Everyone's happy and I am really happy for them, truly am.
I am being attacked by everyone's happiness and in the end,
every night, before I sleep,
when everyone's asleep, when everyone's happiness are asleep,
I realize I'm all alone.

I've been having heart to heart talks with Nidia. She understands me.
It's the final project week this week.
Damn well do I push people away.

I need a break from people.

It took me guts...

2011-07-25T19:33:00.001+08:00

And yet I still bother wondering why you wouldn't ...... care.

can you please tell me if you want me

2011-07-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

before somebody else does.

Urgh please don't leave dammit.

2011-07-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

The thought of me sucking in presenting my work... depresses me. )':

It's the only activity that takes the best of me.

'So hey, this is my Frank Stella work. *looks around* ... so all I did was took a magazine and cut it into shapes and put it all over the place *looks at classmate and see cute Andrew laughing *... *looks down immediately*'

Hais.

SO, SET YOUR GOALS ARE COMING IN SEPTEMBER. ISOHDIOSJIUSDHIUDHSIUFHS

2011 is amazing.

and exactly another month till Paramore!

CAN YOU GUYS FEEL MY EXCITEMENT.

2011-07-21T20:02:00.000+08:00

Let me tell you what I didn't do.....

2011-07-19T08:38:00.000+08:00

I didn't have a haircut.
I didn't workout.
I didn't wake up in the morning to have my pre dawn meal when I was planning to fast for the day.
I didn't smack Nidia''s forehead like I told her I would.
I didn't do my journal which I'm suppose to keep up doing.
I didn't push aside one person like I did to the others.
I didn't gather my guts to tell the truth.
I didn't try my best.

I didn't have cereal (dammit can I have cereal right nowwww).

Goodmorning love

2011-07-08T23:25:00.001+08:00

I am still really tired from Wednesday night and my shoulders are hurting more than before. Stayed in school for more than six hours yesterday, sculpting my 30CM clay sculpture. I haven't been really focused in school. My ideas aren't good enough. I need to stop goofing around and start putting my head in the game. ):

2011-07-08T10:34:00.000+08:00

I've been having the same hairstyle for YEARS now. Wow am I a boring person.

Please don't tell me that I'm dreaming.

2011-07-07T21:52:00.003+08:00

Photos are taken from Sofia's album! She didn't snap photos of Mayday Parade though............ ANYWAY, LAST NIGHT WAS BY FAR THE BEST NIGHT SO FAR IN 2011!!

I had to go through all the trouble to leave class early! I had to take an MC (oh funny story, the doctor thought I'm pregnant and wanted me to take a test which I said no to. er awkward. This is why I suck at lying.) and I still have to come to class at 3PM to see the demo for the upcoming assignment. =_=

Rushed to meet Adel and Alfian. Met Hanes, Nasha, Sofia and their friends then. OH THERE WAS AN ALEX GASKARTH LOOKALIKE IN THE CROWD!!! Fucking hell, it was insane when ESTK was on. Don't really know their songs though but it was amazing! It was really an eye opening seeing Adel moshed like a helicopter and Alfian was like a cute little kid. When Mayday Parade was on, me and Alfian sang our hearts out passionately. Screwed the lyrics up at some point but it felt really really good.

I am glad I was being forced and begged to come to this. I was gonna sell it!!!! I need money dammit. And now I still owe Adel $70. I spent on a dress at Topshop earlier today.

I CAN'T FUCKING SAVE. DON'T TELL ME TO SAVE UP.

Listening to Mayday Parade now is making me smile to myself.

2011-07-05T11:48:00.001+08:00

lol I look really terrible in the first screen shot by Alfian. Internet connection last night sucked and I could barely see anyone's video. boo.

I woke this morning with this huge pain in my left eye. Thought I might get sore eyes or something because I'd like to have it. Lol.

School started yesterday. We did clay! HOW FUN!!!!!

Have a great day y'all!

2011-07-04T00:50:00.003+08:00

This was the day we had an outing with the class last Thursday. It was a raining in the morning and we were told to meet at 11:30 AM and I met them at 1PM + instead because it took me an hour to drag myself off the bed. Watched Transformers with them all and it was awesome !!!!!!! Everyone applauded and so did I. Lol, that's weird but yep, worth my 6 bux and I still don't mind watching again!! SO, ANYONE??

Huda came over the next day and we had a really really great time laughing off the chair. Maigawd I really want my mac alreadyyyyyyyy.

Went to Ignite last night with Adel. Bumped into Raudhah at the bus stop so we all went together. Met Farihin and Qamarul at RP ! Don't really know local bands but it was okay. Crowd sucked balls though.

School tomorrow. My holidays will end at 3 PM. School's gna be 3PM-6PM everyday now. Whoah.

2011-06-29T22:01:00.000+08:00

I had a really really great time today bowling with the design kids. And by design kids I mean le groupmates from camp. I swear they are really fun. Especially with Anza. It was my first time bowling, so please excuse me. No one really ever invited me to go bowling before. lol. We're gna do this more often!

We were so noisy too. My gawd Anza why do you love screaming.

And now I am terribly tired. Been sleeping early these days. Thumbs up for me. :B

2011-06-28T21:23:00.002+08:00

I MISS THIS SO MUCH. HAIZ

My mood was : (-.-)

2011-06-27T10:44:00.000+08:00

Skyped with Adel last night when I was REALLY sleepy.

AND GUESS WHAT I GOT FROM TWEETING ABOUT ALL THESE.....

'omg cute sia yr friend!'
'ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!! Monday im in luv <3<3 chey no lah. But so cute!'
'hi adel..... why you cute.... HAHA'
'cutenya your friend got bushy eyebrow! Hahaha'

Rrrrrriiiiiight.......

boom boom

2011-06-27T10:31:00.000+08:00

Went to check out Drumzout and support whoever I know there. Might be participating next year!

Cannot wait to perform!

and so I thought the black ink was rather fascinating.

2011-06-25T19:00:00.002+08:00

A boring and lazy Saturday. Only watched documentaries, paint and talked to telfy all day long. He has been really nice these days. Made me smile like a moron almost all the time(:

Brother is back from his NS for the weekend. Oh God, the cycle is here again for the second time.

2011-06-25T16:53:00.002+08:00

le eye

2011-06-24T21:48:00.002+08:00

oh well

2011-06-24T19:34:00.001+08:00

Okay so let me tell you guys what happened for the past few days...

I had a percussion camp on wednesday. It was only a day camp. Enjoyed myself although I thought it was completely draggy as hell. Had some Jamz-out thingy at the end of the day and some girl totally over reacted when she won the prizes -.- and everyone was 'whattafack?'

HahAHahahAHAAAAA I made full good use of my drumsticks too lol lol.

Out with Nabil again yesterday. I got the ink I wanted and he got his kinder surprise! Now I can paint stuff!
I shall stay home tomorrow on a Saturday and paint.... unless.... someone asks me out to hang. I am in the mood to just sit around and talk these days. Met Huda just now and we visited the flea at expo too, out of boredom. Was so glad we got to talk about almost everything today. Mui lub h3rrr <3

It feels really good to wake up in the morning seeing a text msg on my phone these days, it really does.

2011-06-23T23:18:00.000+08:00

LOL HABBO. WE ARE KUTIEPAII43VA AND DIANNOTCUTE. LOL WE SO CUTE PLEASE.
You can click to enlarge!! hahahahAHahahashdahshAhahAHA

someone ask me owt

2011-06-20T20:42:00.001+08:00

Right, so me and Huda made plans today to head to town but we both got lazy. lol. Been wanting to buy the calligraphy ink ever since I first tried it in class. It's so much fun! Hmm so let me see, let me see what I did. Hmm. Well, I woke up at 11 this morning and had biscuits for breakfast. Been having biscuits all the time now. Hmm I also slept for 3 hours in the afternoon and successfully tidy up my mess in the bedroom.
Well done!

Percussion camp this wednesday! Not sure if I'm up for it but I bet it's gna be fun!
Thoughts about having a flea this weekend too. Pretty lazy but what the hell, I'm broke.

I might need a new phone. Ah I wish.

what is this

2011-06-19T23:31:00.002+08:00

WHY ARE YOU CONFUSING ME?

UGH

^_^V

2011-06-19T18:42:00.002+08:00

Muahahaha I hope this shows how happy I am hehe. Anyway! I met ma old frenzzz on Friday. I miss them all!!!!! I suck at organizing a hangout session but it was really good to see them all. We played the arcade. Ahh memories. We gotta hang again soon you guys!

I've been really busy with things. No new photos too because I don't bring my camera out anymore. :\
That explains the photos like the one above.

Went to check out the new house I am gna move to in August. I am gna have a smaller bedroom oh nozzz ):
But I am still looking forward to move out anyway. The neighbors here are rather horrible. Met Nabil afterwards and headed to Oakham market. I love that place! Gotta thank my classmates for it. Had nice and REALLY long bus rides too.

Have a great last week of holidays you guys! hek hek mine just started oh yeh.

2011-06-17T18:59:00.002+08:00

MY HOLIDAYS ARE HERE AND I AM BROKE AS FUCK. WELL DONE AMIRAH, WELL DONE.

#withoutanypantson

2011-06-11T18:42:00.001+08:00

IT WAS MY 'WITHOUT ANY PANTS ON DAY' TODAY FOR ME. Well, it lasted for about 2 hours only but oh well. #withoutanypants on. C'mon baby trend it for me.

This is the first Saturday ever since school started that I actually stayed home! Loving the weather today. Thank God. And I slept through my late afternoon. In need of a cuddle buddy please. hehe.
Adel's phonecall woke me up. Awman he already left for Melbourne. Gonna miss his bullshit ):

Today also, Paramore officially announced their tour to Singapore this August!!!!
I HAVE TO GO FOR THIS.

In the mood to watch 500 days of summer because I am currently in Tom's position. ):
All confused.

2011-06-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

I LOOK VERY TIRED. I AM. I have been staying up late and completing the assignments isn't the reason BTW.

I am tired for having to keep pulling down my hopes because they're always high up.
And this shiz ain't even serious. Why did I even bother.

Anyway............ I've been munching on this.....

FAVORITE COOKIES IN THE WHOLE MAFUCKIN' UNIVERSE.

2011-06-08T17:25:00.000+08:00

My brothers' room isn't fascinating. Anyway!! my second brother joined the NS yesterday and I didn't get to send him off with the others because I had school. ):

2011-06-07T23:47:00.002+08:00

currently!!! gonna be sleeping in late tonight. Starting to really hate this module already. ahh...

2011-06-07T00:46:00.001+08:00

I am so happy.
I get all very...

these days.

HEhHEHEHhEEEEEhHEHEEE

2011-06-04T21:39:00.000+08:00

2011-06-02T23:24:00.003+08:00

Went to the KTM railway station with the classmates today!!! We had to draw the building and it was scorching hot! Ning even started burning things with this magnifying thingy with the help of the sun. Gah. We sat by the road and did our sketch. What an experience!

Headed to Vivo after that and caught Insidious with the classmates. Wanted to watch Kungfu panda 2 at first (OH FYI SOMEONE PLEASE WATCH HANGOVER WITH ME. WHO CARES IF IT'S M18. URGH) though. The movie doesn't make sense, really. It scared the shit out of me at first but then it started to get really lame. With Andrew by my left who kept 'LAME LA, WASTE MONEY BLABLA' , I ended up saying those words in the end. BUT I HAD FUN ANYWAY <3333

God, do i really love my classmates.

Really tired now. No school tomorrow. Another 4 days weekend for me!