if you even bother

I think I am a very terrible person.

I don't think all my friends like me like I thought they would. I don't know why I think of all these lately. I don't think anyone likes me.

I just miss my friends so much.

I wish they're all not that busy and be here for me like how I've tried being there for them. Is it because they think I'm very free and that they can come to me for help or tell me to do favors?

I am very sad right now.

I just want someone to talk to.


and I'm crying.
I have never felt so far away, so isolated from the things and people I love.